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I AM...
an amalgam of contradictions. I`m really not very friendly even to ppl close to me but alot of times I find myself making friends with random ppl I don`t even have anything in common with. I like guns, bows, knives & sticks (only in dreams eheheh) but seriously, my favorite color is pink and I like cute things like hello kitties(not kidding). I believe stupidity is a sin and so i resent stupid ppl, but I quite enjoy acting stupid and silly myself. i demand logic but i indulge in idiotic, nonsensical activities. Perfectionist and slacker. I hate the heat but when its hot I take steamy showers. I hate it when things get emotional with ppl I know, ppl around me and things actually concerning me-- it makes me wanna throw up, but really I'm a sucker for mushy stuff. i like my beer warm and my dinner cold. I can't stand crap, but Im pretty sure Im full of it at times. sometimes im very blunt(ok rude, same thing really), but thats coz I speak my mind. I believe in honesty(or sometimes I'm just being funny), but on the other hand, i can be the most politically correct, courteous and considerate stuck up prick its not even funny. Frank, sarcastic, cynical, sadistic but also a compassionate humanitarian. I can go from slipknot to disney tunes! I like things to be simple. DONT COMPLICATE-- simplify... but still I tend to overanalyze. I dunno... I just think about stuff alot-- even the smallest things, and in the process actually complicate matters. I don't really talk much. I keep stuff to myself but sometimes I will talk about anything and everything. I'm an atheist. I believe man created god because of his need to explain the things around him and to give meaning to his own existence. but I can be very spiritual at times... like really spiritual bordering on creepy. Well that's one way to describe me... but these are just on the basic level, my contradictions go way deeper than that...
I live by the day, no long term stuff. I'm a
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